-21 day

post boredem.

I are living some kinda weird warped dream.

some kinda weird dream I cannot understand.

It's fun, yet I long to be home.

I can't stop thinking about what I could be doing.

Here in Hong Kong I'm doing everything I ever wanted to do in a foreign country. Get Jipped, bargain, get cheapo stuff, eat good food... but its just not satisfying enough.

I really am freakin homesick. this sucks.

I miss the nice dry air. I miss the not super flaming sun. I miss the sub urban greens.

I miss the nice long walks I could take whenever I felt bored.

I miss the nice cool breeze you felt while running.

I miss driving around town. I miss having rant talks at 1 in the morning.

I miss sleeping at 2 am because everyone else did.

I miss venting at the right time of day...

I miss everything. home. my bed. my life.

It's all going to be stripped bare from me in about a month too.

I hate my indecisiveness.

it sucks balls.

I want my life to be done with.

Those 3 weeks home will not make up for the 3 weeks I just lost at home.

They do not.

The Night Market on jordan and all the shit I bought? you can't exchange that for Fun.

I mean sure, it was fun, but it was an experiece, not just simple good old fun.

Yeah I went to the silly Night Market on Jordan in Hong Kong.

It was pretty and all. but I COULD NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT HOME. I bought a piece of Shit for Erin. Literally. but it's a good piece of shit so don't worry.

Everything. It was about buying something for someone at home.

I don't think I can ever let go of Milpitas now, looking at myself.

Today. I went shopping in a lot of random places. I don't even remember where. I took lots of videos though. The weird part of my vacation that I'll remember. sadly.

I bought a 8gb mem. card. just for shits and giggles.

and then In TODAY'S EPIC RISK BATTLE OF THE NIGHT, I commited suicide.

That game is freakishly hard.

I like it.

I owned in the beginning of the game. It was freakin awesome. I was untouchable.

And then, I got Cocky.

I ransacked the world.

Then Henry pulled a fast one on me and raped my sanctuary of North America and I got screwed. Then to end the game, I commited suicide by attacking Henry all the way through.

Then, I had no chance. after I got back Half the WORLD, He took it all back next turn.

any way.

I miss the late night rants. I miss home. I miss you. well, 'You' References to each individual I rant to. and I cherish that freindship very, very, much.

fuck college.