anASIANmaleiDIOT (10:06:43 PM): Blehhhhhhhhh

got errrin (10:08:23 PM): o.o

got errrin (10:09:43 PM): ?

got errrin (10:09:45 PM): what's wrong.

anASIANmaleiDIOT (10:10:03 PM): woah you know something was wrong

anASIANmaleiDIOT (10:10:05 PM): you're like

anASIANmaleiDIOT (10:10:08 PM): jebus

theCHEECHEEtrain (1:44:49 AM): it's a feeling some people live their lives not ever experiencing

Today. I have been couseled by elizabeth Chee left and right.

She is very good person and I guess means a lot to me.

So much so I want to eat exploding fetuses and buy a monkey to throw monkey poo.

ahh. and now, for another day or so. I am at ease. but I know there is much coming.

emo CONS!

1. Insanity - a derangement of the mind, the condition of being insane, extreme folly; senselessness; foolhardiness.

2. Lazy - averse or disinclined to work, activity, or exertion; indolent.

3. depressed - sad and gloomy; dejected; downcast.

4. Loneliness - destitute of sympathetic or friendly companionship, intercourse, support, etc.

5. Sad - expressive of or characterized by sorrow

Elizabeth told me to blog and this is what it comes out to.

shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iono what to do. still need to talk to you just a lil bit longer.

uhhhk I'm losing mai hair. someone play back the sanity note because I'm so tired of this shit.

I'm just as confused and sick as earlier.

iono what I need. Being Agnostic, I'm just a guy who welcomes anything. I'm not stingy enough to say I'm Atheist, as I am a miracle believer. People who are Atheist are just douche bags on this planet. Or at least they'll be considered douche bags because over half the planet is F-ing religious.

and OMFG I just pulled another wad of hair. What the freakin hell.

uhhk I don't feel like doing shit today.

Maybe I should pick up the shattered piece of my life and junk spread out throughout my house, and really put it all in a bag.

Afterall, I am leaving next week.

so Fuck everything else.

VROOM! EXPLOSION!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2kJZOfq7zk&feature=fvw

The video that gave birth to it all.

Alex Nguyen and many others were inspired by this video and took up martial arts.

Xin Sarith Azuma Wuku, you are an inspiration to people everyone, haha.

Tim McIlrath, your band's song "Give it all" is still a pumping hardcore ass song. I love it.

You know what else I love. your mum.

Fighting loneliness so it can go away. I hate Loneliness, but it apparently loves me.

shiiiiiit.

thank you for the band camp today. I got plenty of hugs and love from some ol' good high school friends, whom I will miss dearly.

sw33td3m0n is available (8:12:13 PM)
I'M SUFFERING FROM '09 SENIORS WITHDRAWAL. DD:

sw33td3m0n (8:02:00 PM): COOK SOMETHING WONDERFUL & DELICIOUSSS

anASIANmaleiDIOT (8:02:39 PM): FRIED RICE

anASIANmaleiDIOT (8:02:44 PM): MADE WITH

anASIANmaleiDIOT (8:02:47 PM): LOVE <33333

sw33td3m0n (8:03:05 PM): :O!

sw33td3m0n (8:03:18 PM): GIVE ME SOOMEEE D:<

T_T

ghey

Playing games doesnt do shit. what the hell am I doing.

ugh. I was making another friggen blog thing and then I realized whatever. It doesnt even matter.

The only way to get to this is by clicking. you can't find this by google.

shit. everytime I get pissed off or annoyed, no one is immediately there.

So friggen stupid.

Well, I cannot blame the fools on Sunday, as they all have some church thing, a job, they're SLEEPING, whatever the fuck. So I resort to this and just blast on about shit until I've cooled down.

However, this is not the kinda of thing that gets cooled down by just venting at an empty whiteboard.

GAWHHHHH. I can't think of anything. To the friggen hills. I'll send a lil' message to anyone who I can talk to. Which would only be 3 or 4 people right now. The rest of them can go fuck off.

yestardai and possibly the day before that

I'll go back to the numbers eventually...

okay...

its 6am.

THers NO ONE HOME.

iono knowwhat happpened to my family.

I hope they are okay...

probably sleeping in sanfrancisco.

god knows.

and yesterday seeing such people at a church really got on my nerves on my insides.

I'll not part of such a happy community and I will probably never join one due to my beliefs.

The most I'll ever do is probably go to temple and meditate, just like they do in japan. Man, Japan really got to my heart.

and I vent.

and my friends are all fruckin dumb f*cks.

I shall leave this place knowing it is full of problems and shit, not the way I hoped.

Thanks guys. I thought everyone I befriended was so cool.

and then I see the other side.

and I realize how fruckin sad the world is.

well then.

Being alone does suck.

GAH.

stuff like that really gets to me.

Nippon

このテキストは、トランスレータを使用して変換します。
なぜが、後に日本から来た私は、私はここに強い衝動を感じたのか分からない。
衝動だけ強くしていくと強い。愛だけで、私と私の故郷だと思う。
まあ、ミスを、すべて、どうすればよいですか？

以上とする。

the translator sucks btw.

Question mark

I DONT KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS ANYMORES

damn I'l just count later.

I can't figure it out, but somethin is teasing my head.

I'll sleep on it.

and then work in the morning